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I've wandered through tainted by my sins and by my greed.the peice of me that wants not of flesh but of company.yet i continu to travel through this world alone.My words are unheard.the wisdom i speak goes unheard.I have held out for a tiniest peice of bread.i have had the whips of injustice on my back more than i can count yet i continu to wander ever so slowly through my life.

Freedom elludes my grasp whenever i see it.my hands soaked with blood.those that i have seen those that i have saved.yet i have not been thanked for it.

a man is only a fool if he continus to believe he can shape the world to his whim.i am a fool to believe that i can do that.heed my words.listen as i say this woefull tale of my journey.

i am a forsaken man always have been always will be.at my side i have no one.i am loved but yet unloved.another piece of me wants to be left of alone and yet i yearn to have the flesh of a loved one pressed against my skin.a woman who love me for me and not for wealth or to satisfie her but for her to love me for me.