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So its legit. My therapist and doctors have officially diagnosed me with insomnia...
Its saddening, really.
I've never really been able to fall asleep, but its gotten worse over time Last night, I never even fell asleep.
It was funny to freak my mom out in the morning.

And since my brother is so much like me My therapist said that he could get insomnia too. Thats the last thing I want him to have, he has enough psychological problems as it is.

You know, in the movies, they always have either really perfect families, with loving parents, and nothings wrong with the children. Or theres the horrible families with abusive parents and scuicidal kids. What about in between? My sister is perfect, she's pretty, blonde, skinny, has friends, and gets really good grades. My parents have always worshiped her as a baby up until now. I only got the attention because I was the first child, I still get some attention because I'm almost done with High school and since my sister is so young she needs the attention to stay up and running and alive. but my brother, he was stuck in the middle. He got all the attention for 2 years before my sister was born. My parents are those parents that put themselves before others.

They don't care that I have insomnia, they don't care that my brother might get it they don't care that my sister is getting riped off by her friends, they don't care that me and my brother are failing our classes. They just yell at us for it and then leave it at that.

I right up and tell my parents that I'm a hoarder, what happens? "HAHAHAHAHA" and they walked away.

******** this life. I know I have a fairly decent life, and I know someone with a life twice as harder as mine, but my parents could care, just a little more.

/rant