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Anyways.. lets get serious. I was thinking about stuff earlier.. and I'm proud to say..that my self esteem isn't low anymore. Hell, I didn't even notice this until now. I was reading old journal posts and I was talking about how low my self esteem was and how I was sooo worried about what people thought about me. I can't believe I forgot how I was back then.

I was sooo surprised and thankful. I'm so glad I went through all the s**t and turned out to be a much better person. I know that I look good, I'm not an outcast, I have the best friends in the world. And even though I had my heart broken recently, I still learned how to love my life despite ALL that.

EDITORZ: And.. back then I thought that saying these kinds of things made you conceited. NO THEY DON'T! What, you're SUPPOSED to say that you're ugly and you have no friends? Is that what we've resorted to? Be happy for who you are and do what you think is right for you, despite what other people say. They don't control your life.

IDK. This was supposed to be longer until my friend IM'd me then I got distracted.. so I end it hurr.

~Vanessa