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The Thought of an Unded Emperor
A few years pass, it has not gotten any worse.It rarely manifests itsef my severe depression, I have not seen nor heard from it since. I find myself Entering into the seventh grade, having to wait in line to sign up for "assisted lunch" provided by the state. I do have some friends from elementary that have revived "promotions" one year before me.
I had two friends that I knew ever since the first year I entered into this town's school system. Nicholas is the only one I can remember for now, he was a smart kid nice too.

I would meet a friend of theirs named melonie that was not a good influence on me at all. She was tomboyish in nature, never wore make-up unless she lost a bet, we found out becasue she had told us that sh tried to swollow twenty asprin, "but the taste became too nasty". The only way I knew how to commit suicide was though systematic soffucation, cover your face with a pillow and your poisin yourself. My life was not all bad, I have the most fun in my childhood. There were times when A few friends and I namely Patrick and Jose, would walk across a tall gas pipe the jutted straight out of the hill. It was not blocked off there was easy access to it just walk down a small grade slope and you could walk accross. What seems like fifty or more feet in the air, well that event taught me another way to kill myself.
A mistake she will never know





 
 
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