Night's Pray: My heart is lost, it seems to cry, everyday, and everynight. So I pray, to god himself, will I live to pray again?
Forever Living: Blood, blood, oozing blood. It poured on are white shoes. It smothered are shirts tell a dark taint of crimson. Justice, justice, unspoken justice. Neck to neck, Sword to sword, We're not dead.
Unnamed Controversie: No one e-mails me anymore. They think I'm crazy. Just because my screen name says jumpingoffcliffs@yahoo.net. That aint true I don't jump for depression. I jump for you... I jump for you because you don't. You are nothing like me And I want to do something you've never tried. I want to dance to 'Opps I did It Again.' and not care whom sees. I'll be having fun because I'm just being me. I don't want to jiggle my butt to those so-called rap songs. I want to do the robot to the hardest rock song. I want to stand up and sing when no one else will. When the times comes I'll climb the tallest mountain because you haven't still I don't want to be like you. I don't want to do things you've done. I want to be unique, different. Heck, I'll sing the ABC's all day long. This doesn't bother me Does it bother you? Are you scared to stand up and do something no one's done before you?
I don't want to wear those shirts that say Hollisters. There are so many of them I think they are all monsters. I want to wear what I think is cool. Even if it's a Barney shirt Believe it fool. I don't want to be in head to toes in make up or spray. I want to show my beauty for what it truly is. Who are you to judge? It is none of your biz. I don't judge people because everyone else does. I don't care what you look like I'll be your friend. It doesn't matter to me if you hate my guts. I'll applaud you even though I think you suck. Call me crazy or psycho and I'll give you a cookie. I'm glad you found out the truth. And for some reason I still don't think people get it. Come up to me and ask me how I think of you, I'll give you the same respond like all the rest. "You are misfile speck in this place we call earth I don't need to think to like you." I know it may sound strange or even rude. But dang everyone just be you.
Fool:
How could I be such a fool? I've made more then one mistake, and for some reason I keep on digging deeper into it. I praise the lord for his blessings, maybe they won't find out. Oh how I praise the lord please don't let them find out. I'm only a child in many eyes I'm only a fool in many more eyes. Should I dare to try? Damnit why did I try? Why did my boredism stab me in the back again? It only brings bad things it does. ******** you boredism. I hate you. I hate everything about you. How you make me hungry when I've just eaten How you pull me out of things. How you pull me into things. How you place the blade upon my wrist. How you taunt me with thoughts. Thoughts that are not pleasnt thoughts Thoughts that are created by you. Oh how I hate it when you bring me to my knees I hate how you start choking me. Oh how the devil boredism is. I hate you just leave me alone. I'm only a fool! Why harrass a fool? Do you think it is cool? I can't be all that cool to harrass a fool.
I only pray for my holly lord to forgive my sins. May he wash me clean with his rivers. I'm nothing more then a fool, don't let me drown in the forever living whirlpools. Please just forgive me. I try to be a good girl, I swear I do but it is never enough to be good. I seek out things new, I seek out fun. When I find it I choke it in my arms never letting go. Just slap me then because it leads to trouble. Those dangerous new, fun things Something a fool should never touch. I only ask one thing from you. Help save this fool, this foolish, foolish fool.
Priestess del Sole e Luna · Sat Feb 25, 2006 @ 04:10am · 0 Comments |