OMG I swear I can not stop thinking about you! Like, its so hard to forget that you will never come back to me ever again. Oh if you read this, dont ever mention this to me. Ahah. Okay we clean on this? Cool. Okay. I want to tell you how much you still mean to me, and I want things to change but I cant pull my a** together to tell you this in person. And yeah, I guess that is that. Love you, and 3 more days till your bday!