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God I really wish I didn't have to go through with this again. But looks like once again I have to go through this uneasy uncertain-ty.

Okay, well here's the scoop. During the semester I really really liked this girl. Her name is Ami. Anyway during the semester I would help her on her test and other stuff and eventually we gained a friendship than just in class. Anyway we start to hang out more and eventually because the school year is almost over, she has to leave for the summer and she will be back in the fall. Okay if that wasn't enough stress...then this comes up....well it's the other guy and I recently found out he liked her to which made me semi-depressed but I eventually told him that love can't be turned off like a water faucet or light, and that I wouldn't stop until she pick him or me. Anyway shes gone for the summer but I have to almost like battle against this guy for her love. Btw she already knows I like her alot, I actually told her.

So the contest is on for Ami's heart.....but God why does he have to like her also....why can't he like someone else....so tired of this battling for love.....reminds me of the old days sad emo