I am (damn) dropping out of college for this quarter.... I just can't deal with it right now.......... *smirks* sitting in the free media lab, planning to look for a second job... monitoring my breath.......... gah how I hate this... *shrugs* but heh... I'm fine
^^ I will be killed at home.
update: mmmm... listening to music lovely
...... Mmmmm &3.... I love this music....Whataya want from me Adam Lambert.... and lots of others... beautiful songs on this playlist I really enjoy......... I really love this..... when I get home.. *sigh*... I will exercise till I can't stand any more....
8:46 am, breathing ^^
everything is terrible, yet everything will eventually be just all right.. *small smile*.. *closes his eyes, listening to the music*....
everything is wrong with me
and I will try to fix myself up
before its beyond too late...
.....
I need a peace of mind
8:58
fun stuff
*sighs*..
I'm not ready..
being in my bed, falling asleep to the music would be nice.....
but I'm waiting for my next class... will likely drop it to hell also although I love it and the people....
9:02 Coming Clean ~ Chase Coy
9:05 If I had You ~ Adam Lambert I'll freaking grow up... what a wussy &.&.... hm
self hatred *ebil smirk* turn on~
*rides on self hatred* yeah hm good, good. Helps to get things in order and keep myself in the know, check, functioning, occasionally
9:07 I have little clue where I will work, but I will need to... 10+ weeks of this quarter left... I think
Whataya Want From Me <3
.... 9:11...... .....I am ... gh...
don't remember the last time I've cried, does not happen often. Not now.
feels like I'm alone ^^.... thinks like I am. screwy.. too bad, live with it, wimp
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