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Well, as you read form the profile update, the party was horrible. I don't even know why i went. I should've known that I was going to have a horrible time... But i guess its because i would do anything for him... Love makes you do crazy things... but its life i guess. He apologized after I left, which is a good thing i guess. Idk, i just hate drama and it seems like thats all that ex cares about is drama... I tried talking to him, just to tell him, "hey look, i know things between us aren't to great, but lets put that all aside just for tonite for his birthday" and he totally blew me off by saying "idc what you want" which made me even more pissed... Now its not even a matter of hating him... Its more of why waste my energy hating him... He's dead to me now... Its as if he doesn't exist anymore... But its watever, people tried their best to comfort me, and i just... i wasnt feeling it... i dont think that i shouldve went but i did... Its totally whatever now, its the past, and now its time to move forward...

But on a briter note... There's more fish in the sea, i probably just keep pulling up bad onces er something lol. Im not trying to look for my soul mate though, i was, but now ive learn that the right person will come to me... or maybe the right person isis there but im not seeing him lol.... idk....

But of course, stay sexii people of GAIA