I found out that my good friend who was on guard with me died yesterday. I found out an hour after it happened.... I will definately miss him, as will many other people. He was a really good guy, he was loved by everyone, even if they didn't say it to his face. I know one person who still loved him (his ex from like sophmore year) and she is kinda a bullshitter, and she told him that day that he was stupid and she hated him. I don't think anyone could have hated him. He was so nice, he was always willing to help out. He gave me rides home numerous times, even when he wasn't supposed to. I really feel for his girlfriend. I know we all said that he could do better, but the truth is that she made him happy and that is all that matters. It really hurts to know that I'll never run into him in the hallways anymore, and that when I did, I never really said much to him. We hadn't actually talked in ages. I'm glad I was able to spend new years with him, and I will miss our late night talks. I wish I would have called him more recently, and at least told him how much I valued his friendship....... to say the least, I really miss him..... And wish I could have done something....
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