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Divine
Ah sweet love. After many stupid mistakes (on both parts) we found eachother again. For some reason he's the only person I can never seem to stop loving. No matter who I'm with or how much I love them I can never get him out of my mind. I think thats why I always seemed to float back to him. He's my rock. I used to be such a silly little girl and try to convince myself otherwise, fool myself into thinking I loved someone else just to see what it was like. All I ever did was hurt myself....and him..I hurt him alot as well. There were times tho that he hurt me and I had no choice but to get away. He used to get violent and it scared me he didnt have an outlet for his frustration back then. We were young so we both did some really stupid stuff. Im just lucky I suppose, after all we've been through we were still able to admit what we did was wrong and pick up what was left of our amazing memories. I know some people think they are to good to date their ex's and I pity them. If I was stuborn I wouldnt have the amazing man I have in my life. Im glad I gave him another chance and that he gave me one. He will be moving in after he graduates (my rents are fine with this o.o) and hes excited to start living with my family. (Im excited that we dont have a gust room >w< we'll just have to share lol)
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