about people. There are a lot of different kinds of them in the world. But the two that stand out to me right now are the manipulative people, and the victims. Also; gender roles. Normally, people think that the manipulative people are the men, and the victims are the poor innocent girls. You have no idea how wrong that is. I know this girl that is incredibly manipulative, and she lied, hurt, emotionally and mentally abused her ex boyfriend, who is now my boyfriend, while they were dating. It sickens me to think of all the things she did to him. I saw them, actually. She would do things, say things, bring up past arguments and make him basically hate himself. It was a horrible, horrible thing to witness. And because I liked to watch her(yes, I'm a creeper), I knew what I was in for when Cary and I started dating. I knew that she would s**t talk me behind my back, make me out to be a backstabbing b***h and man-stealing whore, and try and make people hate me. So everything that she's done towards me is basically ineffective. To me, at least. It seems like Cary is suffering what Sachi wants me to. He hates the idea of her lying about me to her friends, it bothers him to no end. And that is what irks pisses me off. That she's still abusing him, even though she's trying to attack me, hurt me, tear me apart. Not him. But me. What she did to Cary still haunts him. Two miserable years of his life that he can't get back, that he can't seem to let go. I want to help him, but I honestly don't think I can do much more than just try and be there for him when he needs me. That's all you can ever be to help someone, just let them know that you'll always always always be there if they need you. And, I guess I wasn't really going anywhere with this. I just needed to get it off my chest. Don't talk to manipulative people, guys, they'll ******** your life up.
You know, now that I think about it, Sachi is getting me. She's getting me by not getting me but getting Cary which gets to me. Maybe she planned it that way. She knows she can't upset me directly, very few people can, and you have to really ******** up to get me upset, anyway. But she knows that she can piss me off through the people I care about. She's ******** up in the head. I don't know how I feel about it.
You know, now that I think about it, Sachi is getting me. She's getting me by not getting me but getting Cary which gets to me. Maybe she planned it that way. She knows she can't upset me directly, very few people can, and you have to really ******** up to get me upset, anyway. But she knows that she can piss me off through the people I care about. She's ******** up in the head. I don't know how I feel about it.
