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<sub>Cheer the ******** up.

I was depressed all weekend because my friends wouldn't shut the ******** up about their boyfriends. OH YAY. YOU WERE MAKING OUT IN THE BATHROOM WHEN YOU KNOW YOUR PARENTS WOULD KILL YOU IF THEY FOUND OUT. Is there excitement in that? I guess there is.

Oh yeah, to the people talking about how horrid this years Valentines day was: It's like this every year. Deal with it.
Be it when you do have someone to be with, or be it if you're single.

I'm tired of hearing you all whine and complain.
"But you're complaining to."

I'M ONLY COMPLAINING BECAUSE YOU WONT SHUT UP. It's annoying to hear you complain about something so trivial. Well, here's my trivial complaint to you guys.

I'm more just upset that I don't feel like I can help anyone because, I'm just the girl you know online. Everyday I log on to hear people pour their heart into these complaints. What can I do to help you? Nothing.
I can't do s**t because I'm not someone you're willing to talk to, I'm just not needed. 'Least I don't feel like it. People don't seem to give a second thought that there are people who want to help you, and they care for you. But knowing half of my friends: You don't want help from those people, you only want help from one person. And normally it's because you love them.

Go talk to them. Don't leave us hanging when you post all this stuff. Don't get me wrong, I do this from time to time -- but I catch myself half the time.

Ugh, I had something else to say -- but I forgot. My head is in a spin right now, my life is so complicated right now. I deal with a lot of depression, be it my own or others that I see.

I love my friends and I wish that they would see that.
(Sorry for posting this, but I really just want this off my chest.)