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02.06.10

So...I've been having some weird dreams the last few nights. I forget which night but some night during last week, maybe on Wednesday or Thursday, I had a dream about me and one of my friends. And I was changing in the locker room at school and then my substitute teacher for dance (because the normal teacher had a baby and isn't coming back this year) named Mrs. Orgill or something (nicknamed Mrs. Orgy, lol) started running up and down the aisles and singing. She was actually pretty ok but it was kinda weird because we were all like half-naked-ish. After that my friend and i walked outside and we were like in the middle of a forest and there was a shop that was blasting music that had a Lucky Charm's logo thing on the top. Like the hat with the clover and rainbow and everything. And we walked inside and it was like an ice cream/jelly bean shop, but towards the back there was like dog and chicken jerky that cost like $17 for a pack. And yeah...

One of the other dreams or "nightmares" I should say that I normally get a lot isn't even like a dream or a nightmare. Most of the time it's just pitch black around me and it feels like I'm falling and I'll normally startle awake with my arm hanging off of the edge of my bed and my heart racing. Sometimes, but not as often, there will be a background for a short amount of time. For example, I'll be at school and I'll trip over myself or a bump in the ground (like I always do, lol) and then I'll be falling again and everything will go dark. It's not even a dream where the point of view switches. If there's a background I'll be watching myself and once I start falling everything goes dark, and if there isn't one then I never saw anything in the first place. What scares me about it is that it really feels like I'm falling. Like I'm not even lying in my bed, like everything just fell away and I fall until I wake up.

Then there was the dream I had last night...Basically me and this guy I know were just cuddling in a bed and yeah we were kissing a bit but before anything good happened my mind did like an automatic time skip. I guess it was a while later, I don't know how long though and we were living together, but we were in a room that looked like my sewing class in middle school, all of the cooking tables and hard plastic tables in the room too. And he said that we had to move for some reason. I guess I did another time skip because we ended up in an airport sized room with a bunch of people and vehicles and cargo boxes and everything (If anybody say Avatar then the scenery looked like this, like it was inside/under a huge, giant tree) and I was looking around for my guy and asking people and when I finally found him I saw him in a room with another woman. Apparently we were just friends by then and he was living with her now, and in my dream it actually made me really upset because we saw each other all of the time and he was always with the other girl.

Thoughts:
~I know that a lot of the time your dreams are supposed to mean something, or be a "sign" and try to tell you something but sometimes I can't always find something to tell what they might mean. They might just be random dreams, like the first one I wrote about.
~I don't think I have an actual idea of what the second dream would be. >.<
~As for the third dream, maybe I'm afraid or scared of getting hurt because I have before? I don't know.

If anybody has any ideas or anything like that on what my dreams might mean or if you just want to comment I would really appreciate it. [:
Lol, especially BillyMays9000 because I know that you're like the only person that ever comments on these. xD