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I stand in fornt the bed.
Kumori Thinks: What if he's glade to get rid of me. What if he only said he come back so i wont kill my self.
leans back. falls on my a**. lays on the floor
Kisshu walks in looking down at me.
Kisshu: i droped the kids off for the week they shouldnt have to deal with this.
(A Thousand Miles) {plays in the back ground}
I pull me knees to my chest.
Louie walks in, siting on the bed takeing off his top.
laying on the bed.
Louie: how you gonna break it to them he is there dad and there a chace theyll never c him again.
i whip my face.
Kumori: I know i just have to be in a better state of mind frist they cant c me like this.
Louie: I wish i could help you
he looks at the wall.
Louie: I even tryed last night turning you on to c if it would make some of your sadness to go away, but you dont react to my tuch like you usely do.
Kumori: theres only one presons passhion i can feel on my skin right now and god dame it i can't even ******** get to feel that.. uuhh i feel light headed..
Kisshu: youll be fine it cause you didnt take your thyroid meds.
Kumori: yeah y i have to leave them at moms dame my stupidity.. i feel like im gonna pass out..
{back ground song changes( we belong together)
Kumori: god i miss him.
sighs
Kumori: does he miss me too.
sighs
i clime on the bed i lay next to Louie.
Louie; what
Kumori: just hold me.
i fall asleep.
I wake to my phone, I rush to pick it up
Kumori; Angel!! Uh oh no its ? Ginos house number uhh it's lilly... sorry baby
Lilly: mom i need to talk... i over herd you talkin to dadyo..
Kumori: what angels you dadyo...
Lilly: thers a chance he's not comeing back let alone c use.
she slids down the wall siting on the hardwood floor.
(life after you) plays in the back ground}
Kumori: thats ture but dont give up on him yet.. theres still a chance.
Lilly: yeah ive.. goten use to it.. but he doesnt diseve to b my dadyo..he's just dad..
Kumori: you some kids dont even get know who their father is.
i whip me face.
Lilly; Thats y i give him the curty of calling him dad.. he piss me off..
Kumori; dont talk about him like that
Lilly: he promised to you he wouldnt act like his father to you. But look he left u and us never talks to you and hasnt exkloage us for aleast a mounth.. He promised that to u and us didnt he..
Kumori; iii
Lilly: its a yes or no answer.. answer the question
Riku: mother just answr it.
Kumori: yes
Riku: you care about him still
Kumori: yes i love him.. I always will
Riku; i have to say that to but it makes me angrey cause of all this hurt .. y so much ******** pain .
Kumori riku..
Ryou: ma.. ma.. he did do alot of good things too he did show alot of forgivingness and love when he was here. he tryed to make me better. it worked to the pills ran out and my illness mutated. uhhh....
Lilly; he is right .. but still we know he wants to be alone and doesnt want to hurt u but what if he neveer comes back. huu?
Kumori: then he'll never know if dies kihaku
Lilly: his own son its sad.
Kumori: we dont say any thing to him.. In away Kihaku reminds me so much of angel..
His smile his giggle and the way he blushes he doesnt lok much like him but he's alot like him. Its so sad to c my baby be in the hostpitle for so long.
Riku: it should be me not him..
Ryou; i wouldnt wish this on any one..
Kumori: he's gonning to hate me when he finds out i just dint have the heart to tell him.
(White flag) plays in the back ground}
Kumori: pluse theres a chance that he'll getbetter he's body been working better with meds lattly so maybe he can home and have Jinny phooh watch him...
i start crying he is one of the pretiers babies iver ever seen so sweet but already scared... ill call back later.. ok .. I need to go c him..
i hang up the phone.
Louie: ill drive your not in the condishion to drive
he grabs his t and picks me up and carries me too the car. he places me in the back seat..
i look up at him.
Kumori; you didnt have to carrie me down.
i cough again.and again
Louie: your going to c your sick child in the hostpile and your broken its beter that i did.
Kumori; Whats up with you your a mess too and have attuid
Louier; all children i consiture mine and always pluse it hurts to c you like this.. it hurts the earth to have a goddess like this.
Kumori; thats just what .. angel called me
Louie: lol i know but just maybe it has a meaning be hide it. Pluse the attuid in the room changes as your does.
(parachute) plays in the back ground}
Louie: your specale you can change the glisen in mans eyes . you think men arent attacted to but you found angel.. you too might have your problems but every one does you make his eyes sparkle.lol.
Kumori: you mean i did i hope i do again. I want to make him blush again.. I love him
The car stops we r here arent we.
Louie; you mean there and yes.
he helps me out.
Kumori: huu i didnt notice....aw your hair s all mesed up hunny.
Louie: huu o
Kumori; this is affecting you too. and i just called u hunny uhh. wow
Louie; you cant call me baby can you
a tear runs down my face
Louie: save that for inside come on lets not stand out in this parking lot.
Kumori: and the only thing i really want from him is not to hurt him self and to have him with me again.
coughs coughs..
crys..
Louie: dont worry itt kill you. leturly..
the docture looks at me..
Docture; what did I tell you about bring him in here.
Kumori; what you cant talk to him like that.
Louie; sire ive donated alot of money to this absablement..
docture; You might calll him yours but angels names on the birth curtific and pluse your a vampire i cant turst you from snacking on the paitents
Louie: you serouisely think ida do that
Doctuer: yeah cause you think your better then every on like u most have angel caused him to get his hind tail out fast
louie: shut up thats not ture you basturd
he pulls out his gun
Louie: im not like that and he wouldnt leave over some thing like that. My babys done nothing wrong. She disvers to c her a baby let us though. she doesnt disver this
Docture: theyll know its u even if you shot and youll lose every thing .
Kumori; put the gun away.
i pull out mine.
Kumori: Ive lost almost every thing that means any thing to me already .
Louie puts his hand on my arm.
Louie; you havent totle lost Angel yet. so dont do this.
Kumori; thats ture.
i lower my gun and slide it back in my dress.
Kumori: come on louie
i tug him along
Docture: dame shites
i walk into the hospital room.
Kumori; he's over there i look . it hurts
i grab louies chest i start cry.
Louie: lord hunny.. i mean baby its ok.. god.
he sits on the ground.
Louie: he's a sleep.. Hay do to u still have that rose that angel gave u at the hostpitle that on time.
Kumori; the moon rose yeah.
Louier; isnt that his calling card
Kumori; yeah what baby
Louie: where is it.
Kumori: hiden under the bed
louie dails the phone
Louie: hay kiki get the rose out the box under the bed teleport here with the rose thanks.
Kisshu apears in front of me holding the rose in his hand
Kisshu: here
he sit next to louie.
Kumori; it bring backs so many memorys when i c that . thats y i havent tuched it in awhile...
Louie do u want him to know his fathers love for him and he visted him.
(In the arms of the angels)plays in the back ground}
Kumori: but he didnt o i get it... and he does.i take the rose gentally placing next to kihaku on the bed stand i kiss him on the forehead. He sweams in bed
Kihaku: mama dadyyy?
Kumori: go back to sleep plz he went to the bathroom you need your rest he loves you.
i try to to hold back my tears
he looks at the nightstand he smiles
Kihaku: he really did come..
he closes his eyes and goes back to sleep
Kumori: lets go home.
the end.