So,
I totally ******** up. Said stupid s**t. Wasn't really paying attention to myself. You know what that got me? A hurt girlfriend. Now I'm so pissed at myself it's ridiculous. If I thought it would do any good I'd use my pencil for skin writing. However, it would make things all the worse. So for now I'll have to hope she'll forgive me. Until then I'm gonna be pissed at myself.
*Note* If you know her don't let her know how pissed I am, I'd rather her not worry about me or be mad at herself. If she asks I'll tell, but I don't want to hurt her.
I'm sick of hurting her already. Why can't I say the right things? Why the ******** am I so God Damn stupid?! ******** A! Called me obsessed, I prefer to call it love. Maybe I'm not the best guy, but I sure as hell want to be the best I can for her. I want her to always be happy. To be the ******** happiest girl in the whole Goddamn world.
If it costs me everything, I'll take care of her no matter what. "Through the Thick And Thin," I told her. I won't back down. I'll be the best boyfriend ever. I'll do everything in my power to make her happy. Her and maybe one or two others are my only reason to live, I need them all. I need her!
I Need Her. . . .
With all my heart I love her,
Sincerely,
Takeo J. Inslayth Aka Joshua D. La Plante
TI
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