I'll tell you why.
Apparently, every guy I have dated in my entire pathetic life has left me for some other better looking girl, or made up some dumb a** excuse to leave.
I'm a hopeless romantic. I can't help myself if I show my love in a different way or if I "over do" it in some cases. Yes, I'll spill my guts out, and I will tear my heart out and give it to some guy in knowing that he will shatter it. It has always been like that. I tend to obsess no matter what. I'm clingy, I'm sensitive, I'm just a big cuddly bear... But most importantly, I like LONG-term relationships. Not any of this "Let's just have fun" or fake love relationships. I want them to be serious and so far, I haven't found one yet who wanted the same thing.
I WILL tell them how much I love them, I never do leave them, but they leave me instead.
Some of those reasons were because I was too romantic, too weird and insane, they wanted to meet other people, or they felt sorry for me. What. The. ********?!
I've had my share of men, I know how they act and I know what they're going to do next. I have most of them figured out. Seriously. They've all lied to me to make me feel special and unique and to get their ******** ways. I just don't go for it anymore.
I'll find the right guy for me. But in order to do that, he has to prove to me that not all guys are the same and that he can stick to his word. No lies, no excuses, just straight up. & Then I'll see if I have found the right one that won't actually leave me.
I am the HEART BROKEN, & right now my heart has actually mended after... two years of just pure lies...
Apparently, every guy I have dated in my entire pathetic life has left me for some other better looking girl, or made up some dumb a** excuse to leave.
I'm a hopeless romantic. I can't help myself if I show my love in a different way or if I "over do" it in some cases. Yes, I'll spill my guts out, and I will tear my heart out and give it to some guy in knowing that he will shatter it. It has always been like that. I tend to obsess no matter what. I'm clingy, I'm sensitive, I'm just a big cuddly bear... But most importantly, I like LONG-term relationships. Not any of this "Let's just have fun" or fake love relationships. I want them to be serious and so far, I haven't found one yet who wanted the same thing.
I WILL tell them how much I love them, I never do leave them, but they leave me instead.
Some of those reasons were because I was too romantic, too weird and insane, they wanted to meet other people, or they felt sorry for me. What. The. ********?!
I've had my share of men, I know how they act and I know what they're going to do next. I have most of them figured out. Seriously. They've all lied to me to make me feel special and unique and to get their ******** ways. I just don't go for it anymore.
I'll find the right guy for me. But in order to do that, he has to prove to me that not all guys are the same and that he can stick to his word. No lies, no excuses, just straight up. & Then I'll see if I have found the right one that won't actually leave me.
I am the HEART BROKEN, & right now my heart has actually mended after... two years of just pure lies...
