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god must be very happy now. im finnaly dead. you finnaly killed me god. every one killed me. i lost my soul at birth. then i lost my heart at 13 and 14. i lost my mind when i was 10. all thats left is my body. it's lost to all of the pain i recieve. so now that i wont..no cant...feel anything bring on the rest of this life. cause nothings going to matter. no one loves me. i grew up with that. my mind was corrupted my my body. my body was destroyed by this ******** hell. by all those that say they love me. well fivk it all. good bye and bring it on. im not afraid of death. and no matter what he wont take me. you can try. and i really am asking, to kill me. i challenge them in real. they say to go kill myself. i say i cant ive tried but i cant. then i ask them to try. they get scard. next time you see death stare him in the eye and if god exists tell him i said ******** you.