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Denial

Life is always full or Rejection
When everyone wants perfection
Now our self esteem has no protection
Suddenly our worst enemy is our own reflection

We can’t find any shelter or places to hide
There is no room on the inside
A million sins done for when one person has cried
There is no security in our lives when we have all lied

Is all the fame really worth all the pain?
There is only loss and no gain
Everything is so sad, it’s like there’s only rain
It’s so horrible, life is so insane

Why can’t I be myself and nothing more
What is that makes me think life is so unsure?
Every one treats me so well but I treat myself so poor
Life may be full of opportunity but I just want to close the door

It’s so unfair when everyone puts you on trial.
It’s hard to be in public when everyone is so vile
They always keep you locked in a file
They call it the first step but you’re always in denial