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During this week it feels as if I'm starving everyday. While my dinner, and whatever little I manage to find is the only things keeping me going.

Most of these days I get so hungry I'm starting not to care what was for dinner so long as it didn't contain olives, or anything else I didn't care for. I would happily eat shrimp of lobster with how hungry I've been.

Seeing food in games, or other things just makes it worse. I seriously wanted to steal Dante's pizza while I played Devil May Cry 3 for a bit [Testing if there was a problem with the ps2, or just with Final Fantasy X.] Still I was there wishing I would just take that pizza and eat it myself.

I'm also been wishing that I still had some Calorie Mate here. Or that I can easily get some Calorie Mate. From the way things are going I might have to buy some sort of rations so nothing bad happens. But then again I would have to wait until next month. Perhaps I should buy a bunch of Calorie Mate from eBay

Seriously, if this keeps up I might not even have enough energy to get up. Maybe in a roundabout way it might help use access energy. But this was isn't good.

I'm even thinking about using some money I set aside, and walk to Burger King.to get lunch. Thinking about it makes me feel more hungry even though I already ate something. But I guess it wasn't enough to satisfy. The stuff I made could have been crap for all I know.

It doesn't help with no one here with no job. The money I get is limited, and I don't have much in food stamps. Perhaps later I will use whatever I have left to get some kind of rations to prevent starvation.

I can't take this anymore!