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It is a cold night....darkness and lonelyness start to consume me...
I cry...all I want is to stop being aloun...
Then a crack of light attracts my attention to my window
I look out and see the moon and it's wonderful light
Suddenly I remember that the night isn't so dark
That he can see the moon too...that everyone can...
As my sobs start to dim I remember that one day I'll be in his arms
That this lonelyness is just like a demon in the darkness that ways on my heart
Finally the tears and the sobs stop....I know it is okay to sleep
I know that the light of day will greet me when I awake
I smile and whisper to myself "I love you Matt..."
And then I drift off to be with him in my dreams....