I've tried so hard to be strong,
But it seems everything still goes wrong.
My family watches me cry,
Most of my friends don't know the pain I'm in.
Everyone except a few assume I'm okay.
Assume I'm not in pain,
Assume I'm not breaking from the inside out.
Every day it's a new pain,
Mixed with the old.
Nothing goes right,
And everything goes wrong.
No one except a few even care
Enough at all to ask if everything is okay.
Ask if anything is wrong.
Or if I am sad.
Only a few know of the pain I'm in.
Only a few know how it feels.
I lay on my bed at night,
Everynight,
Holding myself together,
While I cry.
Every night is the same routine.
Come home,
Go on the computer,
Text friends,
Read,
Try to fall asleep while crying
And holding myself together
As if I'm being ripped apart.
So I hold myself together,
And cry every night.
Nothing ever changes,
Except if things get worse.
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