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"And I'm forever unfulfilled."
Psychotic Insomnia

Where has my sense gone.
Forcing pure madness through my skull.
I can see the world turning upside down.
Will this night ever end.

Can you hear my sick thoughts about?
Dare I pick one out for you,
This twisted pleasure is what I'm for.
Oh these dirty fingers prying through my sanity.
How much longer will I last?

Do you hear the walls talking.
Telling me to kill other than thoughts.
My vision turning bloody red
And these demons dancing in my sleep.

Does this make me ultimately sane,
Or closer to the end of sanity?
Oh darkness can you fill me up till I'm right.
You're great with cigarettes
Just so you know.

Shall we proceed?
Do you want to leave her?
And tell yourself my world isn't true.
I'll patch up the holes though this won't stop the cravings.
Give me something covered in blood.
Make the voices stay another week or two.

Oh my love where have you been.
I've longed for that body around,
Feed me your heart
And save none for no other.
My heart is your to devour.

Why does this room mock me.
Let me express the thought,
Give me a gun so I can give the kids something to fear.
The story mommy doesn't like to read at night.
Oh who's for my world anyway.

My mind feels drugged,
Raped,
Pushed past your level.
Why can't I hide this smile.
This sadism.
This need for wounds.

Call me low,
Say I'm a monster.
But it's only when you sleep that you'll see.
The blood dry hands
The constant open eyes watching.

I do it to sleep,
Hoping my pain,
Your pain,
Can be my lullaby putting me sound asleep.
Oh this that you feel is delicious.
But not what I need.

I won't sleep,
Can't sleep.
Possessed by death.
I'm responsible for your fallen kin.

Do you see more than what you expected.
Uncomfortable with my disturbing jests?
Well this is Jasper Falle,
Welcome to the show.
And please...
...Do enjoy....






User Comments: [1]
C h a o t i c W a s t e
Community Member





Wed Sep 30, 2009 @ 06:05am


I love this.
Why..?
I wouldn't even know where to start.
I'll tell you tomorrow../logs off


User Comments: [1]
 
 
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