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I was joking about me being grouchy because i was hungry-but its only because I don't want to do these essays for college- and then my mom said "your always grouchy. Why dont you write in your essays how you like to make me miserable and how you get enjoyment out of doing it" well that hurts me. I am a moody person yes. I dont do things on purpose. I just get stressed out alot. I dont know why I am to afraid to commit suicide. ....I should have someone else do it for me. Someone who doesn't care if I die or what not. soemone help me and tell me how i can kill myself without being a afraid to do it. N e wayz it would relieve stress from my mom. She wouldnt have to pay extra bills or deal with an extra person. She wouldnt have to yell at me and she could sell my animals since she hates them too. I would miss them though and be sad for leaving them behind. ......