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	Dear...Future me, Hi, anyone who is reading this... ^.^ This journal is all about me..what im doing, and what I have done enjoy <3

	Shall I continue?
	Shall I continue?


I lay there lifelessly on the floor. No life to live. No care to give. I was ready to give up. To just say, 'Take me now please, God.' When I heard a noise. It sounded like an orchestra of beautiful instruments, but it wasn't just that there was a voice. Not easy to hear but if you tried hard enough it would seem to stand out. The voice was not one I have ever heard before. It was scary yet calming. It was like a father's but also a friend's. The voice said, 'Anna what happened? I made you, not to lie on the floor and give up but to live and show others how to. Where did your joy go? Did you let go of it, because I know someone can't take it from you. The joy you had was mine. Not yours to give and not able to be stolen. Anna before you take your life think about this..... Maybe, Hopefully you will continue in life to be the joy I made you to be.' I woke up with a jolt! The same dream came again. The same taunting dream. The last strand of hope I have left. It may seem silly, but I know this voice is not talking to any other Anna it is talking to me. The manly voice a voice that is not easily described is calling my name night after night. Telling me to live life joyfully. There is one problem though I don't know how to live anymore. I used to be joyful, I used to be happy. But then my world crashed, my boyfriend broke up with me after three years of dating, and my father died. Nice To Meet You. Message Me, If You Want. EMO_GHOST_FROG · Fri Sep 04, 2009 @ 07:39pm · 0 Comments


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