These past few days I've been alone it seems, my vison is constantly being blurred by tears, murderous thoughts swimming im my mind, my fingernails covered in blood. My heart is growing weaker and I almost dont mind. I feel as if im sinking...I feel sick almost all the time. My body refuses food...school starts on the 9th...and I know it wont help at all. At that place I feel numb, even with friends around but they wont be there this time...I'll be a senoir at school and I begin to think "is it really worth it...no one would really miss me would they if i disappeared..." But dont be worried, im not suicidal. I find that cowardly to be honest but maybe I'll disappear. Ya...disappearing would be good. Dearest reader, I thank you for seeing this. You may know me, you may not but maybe we'll meet in another way. I'm tired...and I'm sorry for troubling you for this. Goodnight...
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