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For four days I resisted. I said no, and I said no much she cried. They guys were no better. Practically threatening me. Saying that I'm a complete idiot to stay with somebody I've never met than going with this girl Ashley. One dude said he'd kick my a** because she was over in her tent crying. Andy, Amie, Dee, Coleen, Leanna, all the people that I counted as my friends took her side. Bullied me into it. I recited my poem to you constantly, in some sort of hope that I would find the strength to tell them to ******** off. I couldn't. I understand, you're hurt. Really bad. I knew you would be. You never listen. I tried to tell you... it was a mistake, I regretted the decision the moment I made it. What if I never told you, what if you waited around for another year and then found out from my father who then tells you online dating it stupid and you should go get a life. Maybe from this you'll understand how hurt I was.