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i found what was lost to me.
YOU WERE THE ONE TEACHER I LOVED TO BE AROUND.YOU WERE SO NICE AND KIND.YOU WERE THE ONE TO TELL ME ANY GIRL WOULD BE LUCKY YO MARRY ME.YOU SAID I WAS NICE HANDSOME AND CARING NOW THAT I REMEMBER.ALL THOSE DAYS I SWEPT THE FLOOR OF THE CLASS ROOM.JUST SO YOU DID NOT HAVE TO.I FEARED YOUR DEATH.BECOUSE A 63 YEAR OLD TEACHER SHOULD NOT YELL OR SWEEP.I REMEMBER THE DAY I GOT HIT IN THE HEAD BY A BOOK BY VALINTINO.I REMEMBER IT TO WELL...HE SAID."HE WAS GOING TO ATTACK ME WITH ALL HIS FRIENDS"I WAS SCARED YOU WERE TOO.I REMEMBER WHEN YOU SAID YOU GIVE ME A RIDE HOME THAT SAME DAY.SO I WOULD BE SAFE FROM HARM REMEMBER IT ALL TO WELL.I EVEN REMEMBER MY LAST HUG TO YOU ON THE LAST DAY OF THE 7th GRADE.I NEVER SAW YOU AGAIN....BUT I HEARD YOU RETIRED AFTER THAT YEAR.I REMEMBER YOU FAVERITE BAND."LED ZEPLIN"EVER SINCE THEN I LISTENED TO HIS SONGS TO REMEMBER MY 7th GRADE SCIENCE TEACHER...WHICH I DID NOT LOVE AS A LOVER OR AS A FRIEND I LOVED HER AS A BEST FRIEND.I STILL REMEMBER HER TILL THIS DAY...I HAVE NOT SEEN HER HER SINCE THEN.WELL I HOPE SHE'S DOING WELL I ALSO HOPE HER SON I SHE TOLD ME SO MUCH ABOUT IS DOING GOOD.I'M IN 11th GRADE NOW AND HAVE NEVER HAD ANOTHER TEACHER IMPACT MY LIFE LIKE HER...OR ANYONE ELSE SHE IS THE REASON I HANGED IN THERE SO LONG.SHE IS THE REASON I AM SO STRONG.SHE IS THE REASON I CAN STILL LIVE ON...SHE IS THE REASON I'M SO KIND SHE IS THE REASON I'M THE WAY I AM.

THANK YOU
MS.SPELLMEN
FOR EVERYTHING
R.I.P