I'm a bit down about it though. . .I guess. Because its really unbearable pain that I have to go through. But I think about how this is just a minor illness, unlike some others out there where the pain is tenfold.
I pride myself greatful to just having UC instead of Colon Cancer, which if I wasn't taking care of my UC right now, it could turn into that.
My very good friend Cathie lost her mother to Colon Cancer. I remember how sweet she was about the whole thing. The pain killers made her a little different, but they do that sometimes. I miss her mother, but I remember how, even though she was in pain, she still smiled whenever Cathie would come into the room. She fought long and hard, and I don't think of the cancer beating her, but that she finally got free of it. Where ever she may be now, I greatly respect her, even in death, for all the things she went through and did.
Cathie is living now with her soon to be husband [xD Of almost four years. GET MARRIED ALREADY!] but they are like my older brother and sister. . .which reminds me, I should give them a call and see how they are doing.
Well, that's enough babble for now.
:3 take care all...and for those of you who read this. xD Do you really have nothing to do? roflmap.
Love you all
I L o v e Y o u
