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even in the inside i,m falling in darkness but no matter what i try i feel like i,m turning into a monster or into something i,m not all that goes throught my head is rage love but one is trying to winshould i die with out knowing what my true purpose is i feel alone when i,m in my i feel bitere rage turns into love and love turns inot rage am i the ultimate fighter am i really the angel of punishment i don,t know my feelings are missing i feel like i,m drowning because the gone and missing the more are gone the more i float down thw ocean is the depts of darkness someone help i need to know what my purpose is before i die