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heres another poem. kinda free verse, kinda not. there is meaning in the lines, and most are symbolic for something that has happened, so just ask if you wanna know.

"Unanswered Cries" by Layanne
I am sick and tired.
I am done.
I have gone through hell,
And you will never know
The things I tell.
I’m sick of all the lies,
All my unanswered cries.
Why don’t you see,
That you do not truly know me?
You think you know it all,
But you’ve never seen me fall.
I no longer care what you say.
I know all the mind tricks you play.
You think I care,
About you, about Him.
You do not know,
I now care about them.
I have to put on a face,
All my happy memories erase,
To make it through a day with you.
But what hurts most of all,
Is you are tearing she and I apart.
Do you not realize, when I am down,
She is the one I call?
That she is the one who helps me when I fall?
And she and I help each other through it all?
I do not go to you,
For you could only make it worse.
You think you help,
You only hurt.
You forbade our love,
And you thought I merely shrugged it off.
It broke my heart,
I cried for days,
Over all your selfish ways.
Do you still care what I feel?
You think you know what it’s like to be in my shoes,
And it makes me think,
“If only she knew…”
You think you are always there,
How dare you say she is not true.
I am the youngest,
Therefore I have no say.
I bite my tongue when I start to speak.
At night alone, my pillow damp,
From the tears I cry.
She is what makes me happy,
I know you will never see.
And if you did,
Could you comprehend?
There is no love as strong,
It is stronger than the deepest love song.
You can never stop our love.
Even after our death,
Everyone left,
Will still see this love we share,
Carved deep in an old oak tree.
Our footsteps worn in the ground,
From our frequent visits.
You can still see the old dried red,
From when she slipped and hit her head.
I did the same,
So I would feel her pain.
She and I will be together forever,
Even after death,
Even after we perish.
She is my everything,
You are nothing.
You think you are keeping me safe,
You are blind.
You are only making me break.
You keep holding tighter,
I keep fighting,
To let go of your grip.
You are winning,
But not for long.
One day I will prove,
That love is stronger than you.
One day you will see,
You are the one hurting me.
But for now all I can do,
Is hide in silence,
In plain view.
I soon will be set free,
To be with my dearest love.
You won’t be in my future.
For all I see,
Is her and me.