My parents found out about Steve and I. Actually, they found out December 20th. They think he's cool though, and they don't mind it. Which is awesome, so now I don't have to hide our relationship around them.
Yeah..things are just nice. I find myself slowly but surely building my life around Steve. He's one of the few people that I'll take their feelings into consideration. I'll do everything in my power to make Steve happy. I love the look he has in his eyes when he smiles and gazes at me. I love those words he says to me in hushed tones while we lay next to eachother wrapped up in eachother's arms. I love the little things he does that drive me insane(..the good insane <<>> wink . I love reading the words he writes that come from the pit of all he is, and I love the way they make me blush when I know he writes about me. I love how I'm his everything because he's my everything aswell. He's the only person who can extinguish the hatred and annoyance inside me with one lingering embrace. He puts me at peace with myself with the mere touch of his skin on mine. He sets free my demons and makes me feel pure and whole. He's my better half and so much more. His mind is the most incredible thing I've had the honor of being let into. He never stops amazing me, and I know if I need him, he'll be there, right at my side.
I know I'm distant, or atleast more distant than most people. I know my many flaws. But he's willing to except me for everything I am, and sometimes I think he see no flaws in me. That's what love will do. It sees past bad traits and only accentuates the positive ones. In him, I see no flaws. I don't mean to put him on a pedestal, but there's just no one else like him and he's anything and everything I could ever want in a human being. I don't write this to sound like a poet of sorts. Screw the fancy words just this once. I want to say, to rant, to tell my feelings straight up, to the point, with brutal honesty.
I love Steve with all of my heart, and I'm willing to spend eternity with him because of the happiness he enstills within me.
A rant well deserved.
-Schizoid
 Refined Corruption · Wed Dec 28, 2005 @ 04:02am · 0 Comments |
