Well, I had my surgery today and I am feeling ok. I got home around 4 pm and as soon as I got home I went up to bed because I was still feeling the effects of being put to sleep for the procedure. I had a LEEP which means they removed pieces of my cervix that had abnormal cells. It is a precaution they take so that I don't get cancer. I was very scared and nervous about it. I still am, because my reasons for being nervous still exist for now. I won't find out the answers to my questions until later in my future. The first concern that I have is, they told me that having this procedure will change my cervix's shape which could cause me to miscarry or have a premature baby if I become pregnant. I have 2 girls and I feel very blessed to have them, but I don't like the fact that my option to have one more later on in the future doesn't sit too well with me. I would have preferred my options to remain open. Also, the thought of if I do become pregnant and loosing a child or having another premature baby, is very frightening. I don't want to go through all of that.I have some good things going on for me though. They caught the cells before they became cervical cancer so that is good. I feel very blessed to have so many who love me and care about me. I posted some more to my vampire story in the writing arena and I have been getting very good responses. I have gotten some very nice comments and requests to keep writing from several people. If any of you are reading this, thank you very much for your wonderful responses. LOVE YOU ALL!! It really boosts my self esteem and encourages me to keep writing. Well, I guess that this is all that I am going to write for now. I am still a little woozy from the surgery. wahmbulance rofl rofl rofl wahmbulance wahmbulance wahmbulance wahmbulance wahmbulance exclaim exclaim exclaim exclaim exclaim heart
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