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I see,
Darkness surrounding,
Death looming with a smile,
Hatred building for self ignorance,
Lifeless, uncaring, silence returning,

I feel,
Emotions tearing,
Heartache as it shatters like frail glass,
Stupidity as it looms over me like a pendulum,
Nothing but pain, as it once was before,

I live,
Within the depths of my own misery,
Forced into a cataclysm of hatred and remorse,
Within the burden of my own ignorant trust,
Broken and alone,

My heart has become frail,
It bleeds with the slightest of wrongful knowledge,
It cracks with blood curdling pain,
It rips my soul into a thousand pieces,
Casting it into the dismal abyss,

I am transformed back into the shadow,
The shadow that walked the earth unnoticed to love,
Unnoticed to kindness, unnoticed to warmth,
Yet plagued by cold agonizing judgment,
That hate can only derive from,

I see,
No end in sight,
For my misery has overgrown the light,
Casting tragedy upon my name,

I feel,
Nothing but pains brute strength,
Crushing me down with the pressure of the bottom of the ocean,
Dragging me into fantasmic death,

I live,
No more.