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On a bus... full of people from my middle school.
"hey steph! come here" It was a girl that I've known since 2nd grade. She was popular for her gossiping.
I was surprised that she was talking to me. "um...sure. I guess?"
Once we sat next to each other, she took off her headphones and put away her ipod. "How's it going with the freak?" pointing at Hector.
It barely bothered me. "um... you know I don't talk to him" I whispered. "and why did you tell him I liked him? I strictly told you, I didn't."
She started to whisper "well, it sounded like you did."
I raised my voice a little "no, I don't."
Hector was sitting two seats away from us.
The worst possible thing happened... she yelled out "Hey Hector! Do you think Steph still likes you?"
He paused, and wondered what to say, knowing that if he waited too long I would know something was up... "...uh... yes???" He said trying not to lose his calm. *I knew it was just my fear in the dream that made him say yes.*
My face completely turned red. I yelled "Well, I don't! I didn't like you! I wanted to be your friend!"
*something made the bus stop and everyone to be quiet. Then after a couple events, I realized, this was some sort of field trip*
I found myself staring at him, wondering what he was thinking... then we both looked at each other. My face, lightly red. His face...red, his eyes.....surprisingly mad. He always has a serious/mad face, but this time it was different, for the first time...I saw him mad. A breeze of fear made me shudder, the reason he was lilke that was because of me...
I woke up, wondering... why I saw him mad- was it just my fear? ...Once again, a dream turning into a nightmare.