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The white lie

The moment I told you something and you didn’t agree you lie to not hurt me
So I went on blind by my own thoughts and hearing you agree push me on
Now I lay here
Thinking of everything I said and how stupid I was to believe your words
The trust I place in you have been destroyed
But by fare not hearing it form your mouth is what crush me
I don’t know if I can forgive you fully and go back to friends
I just wish you told the truth
Then I wont have been hurt so much
A lie
A white lie you thought or didn’t think about
They are what can change the view of the person you lied to
No I fight to forgive you
I want to forgive you because I understand you
But deep down my hart hurts and cries
I want to show you what I said was true but how
If I cant even get myself to forgive you
What I said and what I do will change for the better or worst who knows
I planed to see you
I planed to talk to you
Now those planed are question
What will happen now is all on me
I still love you no matter what and even do we never really saw each other or talk to each other like person to person there is something about you that makes me want to just say those words
I still love you