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times like this when i think back who my real friends are. she's just so, I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SAY. sometimes i feel like slapping her, seriously. she's always in that soo annoying mood. not that she's being annoying or anything, she sometimes acts so cool and like, quiet. when i asked her something she never replies. i feel like talking to a wall, no, talking to a wall is even better than knowing that the person you're talking to is ignoring you at all. at least the wall faces you. she doesn't. and it really is starting to get on my nerves. and when i want to go back to my seat, she told me to crawl underneath her damn chair and go to my seat (my seat is beside the wall and hers is beside mine). dang. and right now i sort of regret sitting next to her when school started.

not that i hate her or anything. i do love her, she's my friend! and we've been friends since primary school. and here she is acting like crap and destroying our friendship that we've built up for the last few years. crying its really frustriating. plus, i don't even know what i did wrong, in fact, i didn't do anything at all. i hadn't been all oh-my-gosh-ish or being dramatic or something like that. its reallllyy driving me craaaazy.

i just hope that i won't explode in front of her, or at school. nooo. i'm not going to cry, not in front of the whole school. and not ever. i want things to be OK again. and i certainly want our friendship more than anything in the world. so i praaay and things would get better.

it feels good that i finally can let everything out. huuuh. i can't write about this in my real blog because most of my chumps will read and i don't want them to misunderstood anything. so its safer for me to write here, since they don't know anything about my account here smile

parents-teachers day tomorrow. gosh, i hope mum won't embarasse me. uuuuuuhh. wish me luck! xd