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Right now i'm super depressed. I'm not gonna kill myself or anything because that would be a waste, no. But i've become alienated from my friends, and i don't know why. They don't laugh at my jokes anymore and they keep freaking out about me. Sometimes i'm just tired. they keep getting mad at me too! All i tried to do was help, i made things worse and their mad because i don't care. Maybe time will tell but i jus don't know anymore. I cried this morning, but i don't know if it counts; it could have been a yawn cry but it was a pretty big tear. but i wasn't thinking about anything sad... so maybe it was my subconcious crying but whatever