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OK, now where should I start? I look at everything from the past, all the way up to the present, and realized that my life hasn't really been all that great. Both of my parents suck, and barely tried to raise me. My Dad was a deadbeat who I rarely saw or even talked to while growing up, and my mom would always lash out at me for every little mistake. I was more of an errand boy than a son to her... I wasn't really popular or noticed in school, that's why I just slept in class most of the time. The only good thing was I did my work, and never failed a single class. But were they ever proud of me? No, It just wasn't enough. What else is there? Oh right, my birthdays... I hated almost ALL of them! People have forgotten my birthday so many times, that I just stopped caring about it anymore. I don't get excited about it, and I now just see it as a regular day. That goes the same for a few more days as well... But that's another story. Moving on, there's been so many tragedies in my life, that I'm slowly starting to lose hope. I've been in a car accident, I was almost killed at work on more than one occasion, A very close friend of mine was killed in a car accident, I found out that I could lose a relative this year, and I've gone through enough breakups, that I don't think I EVER want to find someone to fall in love with.

*sighs* Wow... looking back at all of this really makes me think my life really does suck. Will it get better? Maybe. Maybe Not. As of right now, I'm not really eager to find out.