abuser. hurtful. demon.
he made me be emo.
he gave me adrenaline.
he stabbed my mom.
he called me and my mom names like as if we were stray dogs.
the pitty of this all, is that he used to be nice. I remember... *eyes fill with tears* when I was smaller he would always make me smile and giggle, but now...he's a demon. my mom she always made my world look unhurtful... but my dad lost control and he started yelling at me and everything... i'd go to my room and because i was weak, i'd cry...but then I changed, i started to get angry and hit walls because of my anger and screamed... I started shiver a lot and I was screaming and crying at the same time... but i still didn't have the power to hurt him. now i do.
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~* darkness creeps inside of you until it consumes you...
light brings out the heart in you...
too much light and your heart gets brought out to the dark...
too much dark and you won't exist until the light gives you a shadow once again...*~
light brings out the heart in you...
too much light and your heart gets brought out to the dark...
too much dark and you won't exist until the light gives you a shadow once again...*~