Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet
Ritsuka just sat with his head on his desk. The teacher was talking about something, but he wasn't paying attention. He had realized what he had done when he went off to school. Ritsuka had kissed Soubi. On the lips! After everything Soubi did to him, did he really just want to forgive him. Just like that. Ritsuka took to much from Soubi. Always left alone in the night to cry... Tears started to form in his eyes, just by thinking about it.
All the feelings that I get
But I still don’t miss you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
'I understand if you don't love me.' Ritsuka said to himself. "I just wish you wouldn't lie." He accidently said aloud. The teacher stopped in her tracks, and slammed her ruler on his desk. Ritsuka jumped straight up. Saw that the teacher was staring at him, but just shrugged and put his head back down...He didn't care anymore. He loved Soubi, but he didn't feel the same... Or did he hate him?
Only when I stop to think
About you, I know
Only when you stop to think
About me, do you know
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me
------- Ritsuka's Point of View --------
I guess I'll never figure it out... You are so confusing. I do hope you think of me though... Anywhere near how much I think of you though, probably not... I love you so much Soubi... I hope soon you see everything I could be for you. I just want you to know I love you, but I guess none of it matters cause I'll never get the chance to be with you, unless soon you can see that I'm just not a little kid. I know what love is. And I know that I LOVE YOU!
------- Out of Ritsuka's Mind ---------
Soubi couldn't read Ritsuka's thoughts, but we all can be sure he loved him just as much. Ritsuka could never get out of Soubi's head he loved him too much. and if it erupted into fighting... Soubi would try all he could to help him... Even though Ritsuka would hold a grudge, soon he would get over it...
One of the reasons that Kio hated him SO much. Was because no matter what Soubi did, Ritsuka always wanted him to come running back. He couldn't live without Soubi, but Kio didn't matter. That's why he wanted to form the dark plan...
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
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