I'm actually extremely happy today biggrin Shocking, huh? Normally it's pissed Payne, or Depressed Payne, or ******** off Payne xD But today it's.....HAPPY PAYNE biggrin I'm in such a good mood today its scary o.o I even agreed to my mom that I would go back to my blonde hair for a while, or go lighter blonde with red and black o.o I'm completely shocked at my motives xD No one's online, which is completely and utterly boring me >.> But at least I'm home alone so I can balre music throughout the house and sing along to it while doing whatever withouit being yelled at biggrin Which is what I've been doing for the past 4 hours xD It's 3:12 pm here :3 xDD Right after my mom left, I blared CRAZY b***h by BUCKCHERRY xDD I love that song! i played it and sang aloung about 3 or 4 times x] I have no idea why I'm so happy, but everything looks clear to me, in one eye, at least >///< Todays one of those days where you look outside and the sun is shining, kids are laughing, and couples are holding hands and tears start to fall from your eyes becuz you relize how ******** you and your life is x[ How good others have it, and how you don't wanna grow up. Yknow? Yeah, my heart is full of anger and hatred, and I can be an extreme b***h, and I'm annoying and random, and I cuss a lot, and I don't beleive in anything religious, and I get jealous too easily, but I can be happy and such biggrin I wouldn't say I'm normal, but I can feel how everyone else does >.> I get kinda...upset when people cease to realize that I am a person >.> Well anywho biggrin
yay life biggrin
 Kirayne · Fri Jun 05, 2009 @ 09:22pm · 4 Comments |
