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Today was one of the worst days of my life.the guy i was dating totally destroyed the ruined remains of my heart by breaking up with me crying emo crying .Plus to top all of that off he said tht he broke up with me because he thought that his bestfriend Vincent liked me more than he did o i dont know if its just that he doesnt care for me as much as vincent does or what but he broke apart the remains of my heart into another milion pieces.so i talked to vincent and i turns out that he along with like half of my "so called" friends knew about it the whole time!!!shows what kind of friends they really are huh!.Anywayz i got talking to vincent and it turns out that he's actually in love with me and has been scince we first met how exciting!!!!!!.Although i'm not over Chance as i don't think i ever will be i found that deep deep down i really have had a special place in my heart for Vincent all along.I'm still depressed about the ugly breakup and the stupid reason behind it and i still do care for Chance but i think vincent can slowly over time fix my wounded heart until its all stitched up again and i can give it to Vincent and treat him like he should be treated and give him the love he needs and deserves