You know what? I'm beginning to HATE you! you are pushing me into stuff i dont want too do, stuff im trying to recover from and you keep pulling me down deeper and deeper into this damned bloody mess!!!!!!!!! IM GETTING SICK OF IT!!!!! no, i AM sick of it, sick of you, of this whole f***ing problem, AND I DONT NEED THIS IN MY LIFE!!! i dont need you, i never did and i never will!!!!!!!!! Yeah, im pissed, im cutting and ya'know what, its all because of you. Your ruining my life!!!! GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!