im sitting here in my room, listening to the people i love fighting, why cant they just shut up!? its late...and their fighting...i dont know my father, that well at least, and shes dating someone i've always thought as my father from the day we got close... i look up to him...and im scared something bad will happen... i need this guy so my mom doesnt get drunk and mad 24/7. He stops her from going crazy....their screaming...im scared...im so scared....what do i do?...I....I feel like...we're falling apart..all of us and i dont want to lose Andrew, no hes too cool and he's the only guy my mom has dated that i wanted to call "dad" i wanted to be dady's little girl for this guy, knowing that i might lose him, scares me so much....hell, he is my dad, maybe we're not blood related, but hes my dad no matter what people say....but my mom...she can change everything....if she does...then im going to go through a living hell for the rest of my life....
fakeaccountone · Fri May 22, 2009 @ 08:18am · 1 Comments |