scream scream scream I'M SO PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!!! the same friend i've had, the only real friend I've had since i came to my skool as a lonely 6th grader, has turned her back on me. she's been critizing everything i do and i think she knows about my low self esteem. it tends to make me cry a lot over small things. but she's just been walking all over my feelings. i told her that one of my dad's animals died and she laughed. she said that it was just because she hated that animal so much. but i think that she didn't laugh because of that. everyone else that i told didn't laugh. she makes me so mad. i actually told her today that i've been complaining about her to another friend i have. she thinks that she's always right and that i'm just the idiot of the group, and she treats me like a piece of dirt. she's the only friend that i've had in a long while that actually treated me like that. the last friend i had like her was in 4th grade, and that person hated me. i just need someone to really CARE about the way a human being should feel...
at least with some people i can tell that they hate me. they actually hide it. but she just puts everything out in the open. she makes me feel bad about myself, and that makes me more and more depressed... to the point where i don't know what to do anymore. emo
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