Hmm... What do I what to say?... I REALLY don't know... How about, I'm starting my change as of this weekend. I'm tired of the person I am and I'm pretty sure everyone else is too...
I want to be someone that... My friends thing about and they smile and not frown. I want to be someone my parents think about and are proud of. I want to be someone that is trusted for once. I want to be someone that can say I lived a full, happy, interesting life. I want to be someone that can say I found what I was looking for. But wanting these things isn't good enough. I have to do something about it.
Why do I want these things? Because I'm tired of being that someone that lets everyone down. I'm tired of hurting the people I love. I'm tired of being that girl in the back of the room with no one to talk to. I'm ready to get ride of the fake smile and put on a real one. I'm ready to take on the world. And if You are going to try and stop me then ******** off. Because I'm sick of being the broken one. The weak one.
This is something I have to do for myself. You can't help me anymore. You can't tell me what to do or control me. Good thing there is only four more days of school. Because when we come back, I'm going to be a much happier, much more faithful and not as outspoken person. (Well I can't guarantee the outspoken part. That's just a part of me I can't change. But I will work on it.) This is going to be tough, but when I'm done it will be worth it. So please don't give up on me now. Just give me a little time.
I want to be someone that... My friends thing about and they smile and not frown. I want to be someone my parents think about and are proud of. I want to be someone that is trusted for once. I want to be someone that can say I lived a full, happy, interesting life. I want to be someone that can say I found what I was looking for. But wanting these things isn't good enough. I have to do something about it.
Why do I want these things? Because I'm tired of being that someone that lets everyone down. I'm tired of hurting the people I love. I'm tired of being that girl in the back of the room with no one to talk to. I'm ready to get ride of the fake smile and put on a real one. I'm ready to take on the world. And if You are going to try and stop me then ******** off. Because I'm sick of being the broken one. The weak one.
This is something I have to do for myself. You can't help me anymore. You can't tell me what to do or control me. Good thing there is only four more days of school. Because when we come back, I'm going to be a much happier, much more faithful and not as outspoken person. (Well I can't guarantee the outspoken part. That's just a part of me I can't change. But I will work on it.) This is going to be tough, but when I'm done it will be worth it. So please don't give up on me now. Just give me a little time.
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I'm sure none of us won't stop you from doing this, Lyndsay. I'm really proud of you now. But....of course, changing yourself on your own is going to take a lot of work and thinking.
Then I'll be looking forward to see you next year, then.