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Do any of you know how it feels to be faking your true emotions everyday? ******** it wasnt for my friends (Morgan, Cody, Ben, and Selena) i'd ******** kill myself. im not joking. i'd run away to happy swine flu mexico. im happy on the outside, but what good is that if im dieing on the inside?

well..lets see here. today sucked giraffe abortions.
Let's start with my childhood friend, Daniel. ...he is awesome. hell we've known eachother since I was 3 (he was 5). When we were little--he dated my best friend, Lil' Nicole. well what she didnt know is that after she left...he and i would be a ...er..."couple" o.o ?. well he had to go to different schools and he doesnt remember our friendship/more than friendship due to drugs and whores (literally..).

well what do you know. he wants to "try" to remember. he keeps texting me. and i dont want to talk to him. I've spent to much time trying to forget him and now i can barely talk to him anymore without crying.

sad

guys are ******** retards when it comes to females -.-'''!


other than that i am grounded for 2 days because i made my sisters, mom, and dad cry all in the same flippin week. im a total b***h huh? WOW i am talking to my computer. how ******** up is this? well this is now weird. SO BYEBYE JOURNAL THING EVEN THOUGH YOU DO NOT HAVE EMOTIONS!!