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"Mommy? Mommy where are you? I can't feel my hand again? Is that bad? Mommy! Mommy where are you?!? I can't find you!" running threw the halls to his old father's study. Silent screams ran threw his head and his white hair flowed with the wind coming in threw the window as he ran in. Books throw all over the room and the window broken with glass all over the floor where his mother lay. Limp and cold, she had been there for hours. Shadows set in over the boy as he ran to his older brothers room screaming frantically.
"Sire! Sire! It's mommy! She's not moving!" the boy runs in to his older brothers room to see a broken window as well and more shadows cast in all directions. Crying he runs to his mothers side again to see a small black widow sitting beside her. He runs over with his wrist bare to the hour glass killer and yelled as the spider crawled away. He cried and looked at a corner. A crooked smile shone as a black figure stood in the shadow.

"You are worth nothing to me now. You satanic child of the fire and soot! You will never feel the warmth of a brother or mother nor a lover of any kind!" The shadow's scream ran threw the boys head as he screamed in pain and beat his tiny fist again and again agents the ground. The shadow faded as he cried all night, until his eyes and fist bleed uncontrollably.

small voices whisper
as I walk silently to a ice cream stand
sitting silently
watching my ice cream melt
i hear whispers around me
"it's him again!"
"shh! it'll hear you!"
"he's a death dealer!
we need to get away
before the air fills with screams
and the ground turns red with blood!"
two women ran from the park
and got hit by a truck
on the way out of the front gates
the way that they will all die
seeing me first
my white hair symbols death
and my pale eyes bring fear and pain
i found this all out that night
i ruined my brothers life
and killed my mother
i know it was all of my fault
every thing
in this red world
darkness swells below
i dip my feet in the flames
and let them take me all over again
i can yell and scream
but it wont do me any good
that mark that tares my soul down
the hour glass that helped kill my mother
the deep pain that my older brother felt
and his lonesome self loathing

It's been years since that night, I've been alone every single one of them. As a stone I have to stay here and not move. I don't want to hurt people! I'm not the one that is suppose to hurt people!