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K so earlier I was told that.....Well here I'll copy and paste and put my own opinion in here:
"No, it's just that you've been so busy with your girlfriend.
I didn't notice this when we were dating, but you get really wraped up in the whole 'relationship' thing,
and you end up ignoring everyone who isn't your girlfriend.
Quite frankly, it's gotten me kind of irritated."

K, so here I go. I'm gonna rant right back and hopefully someone will actually understand me.
*Deep Breath*

Firstly, "busy with my girlfriend" isn't exactly what I'd call myself. For one, I see her twice a week and even then it's in church so we can't really do alot. Secondly I talk to her about twice a day and for only an hour at a time so I actually don't get much time with her at all.

Secondly, yes I do get wrapped up in her. Reason for this is I actually truely and utterly love her from the pit of my heart. There is nothing in me that doesn't. Yeah if you bring her up I'm gonna say I love her and she's sexy ^.^. And you know why? I love her but get to be with her very little. This has strengthened this more.

Thirdly, I do not "....ignore everyone who isn't my girlfriend" the thing is I talk to very few people to start with. Mostly because, A. No one gives a ******** about me, B. No one listens, and C. I'm not very out going. (Also, You're one to talk)

Fourthly, no surprise. You're irritated and ignoring anyone you've dated before. I tried to talk to you because I just wanted to talk, but you turned it into an argument. Maybe not intentionally, but you said something that someone else pointed out and I have a couple of things to say to both of you.

A. Don't be so God Damn Mother ******** Hypocritical. If you knew anything about me you wouldn't have to say that. That's why I mainly talk to the people who listen and try and understand me. I'm not shallow, I'm not stupid. I don't give a ******** what you guys think about me. Everyone thinks they can understand me. There are so people that do that I can count them on one freaking hand.
B. You two are so similar it's no wonder you two fight so much. Maybe you should try and understand people before you open your mouths.





Truely sorry for that. Just got set off by a comment of someone who forever I consider a friend, but now it seams I'm just a piece of s**t on her shoe and I don't mean anything, seams all I can do is screw up in everyones eyes. Well guys I'm sorry. I'm a ********. I'm an idiot. What the hell do you want me to say?
"Oh sorry for being so wrong about everything. You must be the smartest and purest person I know. You must be without fault.


As I say Sorry. I'm just really, really easily set off right now. No one'll read this anyways.